I am NOBODY.

2012-02-04T04:40:00.002+11:00

Could you borrow me a second. So that I can look into your eyes. And find myself drowning in you once again.

2012-02-03T04:41:00.001+11:00

I like the muscle-tearing moment, it reminds me that I am still alive. Are you?

2012-02-02T19:37:00.001+11:00

没有在怕, 没有在担心, 反而觉得很刺激, 我喜欢.
bring it on, baby.

2012-02-01T14:04:00.000+11:00

I will miss the siblings gathering. Love you guys. Safe flight sohai bro.

2012-01-30T03:54:00.001+11:00

"我当你是比较男性化又叛逆，关系暧昧的妹妹."

2012-01-25T19:41:00.001+11:00

Social smoker. I like it.

2012-01-21T10:11:00.000+11:00

最赌懒不讲义气的人类

2012-01-20T20:28:00.001+11:00

不管三七二十一八八六十四世界末日海枯石爛天和地361度顛倒地球不再旋轉你願不願意我還是願意守護在你的身邊直到我閉上眼睛不再呼吸地球上的氧氣

2012-01-19T03:29:00.000+11:00

你的努力
不是每個人都會看到的
這是它完美無缺的地方

2012-01-18T12:49:00.002+11:00

4年了
我們之間的感情說朋友又不像朋友
有那麼一點點地像家人
又有那麼一點點的曖昧
跟你在一起的時候有那種莫明的溫馨
在對方心裡早就有屬於對方的位置
[=

2012-01-17T06:18:00.000+11:00

It just matters on how you look at it, that's why we have different angles and degrees.

2012-01-16T02:42:00.001+11:00

娘的
今天真的7惹
我忍

the -ed, not the end.

2012-01-15T05:35:00.004+11:00

Went back to ch today. The memories. Unforgotten.
I'm standing still at where we were a few years ago and breathing the air we used to breathe, together.
Everything feels so absolutely empty without you.
I just hope that one day I can go back to that place with you again.
The place where we grew up together, day by day, second by second, as the clock ticks life's away.
I just want to remember the moment where my heartbeat stops for a while, and the moment it beats again, just for you, and you know who you are.
I feel lonely no more, with the presence of you becaming part of my life.
I am sorry and I loved you.

2012-01-13T10:51:00.002+11:00

The heartbreaking moment when you are trying be 認真 but what you get is all the bullshit 敷衍.

2012-01-12T04:29:00.001+11:00

"If I have been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over."

2012-01-10T01:43:00.000+11:00

一直以來都不喜歡尷尬
可是最後還是尷尬面對了

2012-01-07T16:49:00.003+11:00

突然觉得一切都好现实
好想好想要蒙在不是现实的恶梦里
这样可以暂时逃避现实生活中的恶梦
原来恶梦也有不可怕的一面

push me away as i will be forgotten.

2012-01-06T04:40:00.001+11:00

2012-01-05T03:14:00.004+11:00

突然发现回忆显得很脆弱可是依然坚固
到了如今这一分这一秒我还是无法忘记那天的我是怎样被踢出校
如果你问我现在什么心情
我会告诉你我觉得非常无比的光荣
我反而感谢伟大的您把我们踢出那么优秀的学校
让我看到了这个世界表面和蔼可亲可是内心并不是想像中的简单
感谢您给了我人生中这么灿烂的回忆用金钱热情聪明都买不到的回忆
我因为它觉得我活在这个世界上更有意义了

越想捉紧珍惜的回忆越容易被忘记
所以我真的珍惜
不是因为我想让它被忘记
而是越容易被忘记的回忆我越想牢牢捉住它
想牢牢捉紧却又害怕被忘记
忘记了才可以再牢牢捉紧的回忆
这是我珍惜的借口

我珍惜跟老哥谈话的时间
虽然觉得他很sohai
他不是sohai他是真的很sohai
可是我就是喜欢这样sohai又帅的老哥 =D
据说神的妹妹也是神
所以我也是神
所以我也是sohai一个 =D

凡事

2011-12-31T05:08:00.002+11:00

还是不要酱认真　

再见了背叛我的人类

星. 空.

2011-12-31T01:51:00.005+11:00

曾经热爱的东西如今怎么变得不再热爱反而有点陌生

很期待未来的生活
一个充满着挑战性的未知数
可是却想牢牢捉住现在所拥有的
害怕失去一切可是又不想原地踏步的一粒笨蛋

摸不到的颜色是否叫彩虹
看不到的拥抱是否叫做微风
一个人想着一个人是否就叫寂寞

命运偷走如果只留下结果
时间偷走初衷只留下了苦衷
你来过然后你走后只留下星空

那一年我们望着星空有那么多的灿烂的梦
以为快乐会永久像不变星空陪着我

猎户天狼织女光年外沉默
回忆青春梦想何时偷偷陨落
我爱过然后我沉默人海里漂流

那一年我们望着星空未来的未来从没想过
当故事失去美梦美梦失去线索而我们失去联络
这一片无言无语星空为什么静静看我泪流
如果你在的时候会不会伸手拥抱我

细数繁星闪烁细数此生奔波
原来所有所得所获不如一夜的星空
空气中的温柔回忆你的笑容
仿佛只要伸手就能触摸
摸不到的颜色是否叫彩虹
看不到的拥抱是否叫做微风
一个人习惯一个人

这一刻独自望着星空从前的从前从没变过
寂寞可以是忍受也可以是享受享受仅有的拥有

那一年我们望着星空有那么多的灿烂的梦
至少回忆会永久像不变星空陪着我
最后只剩下星空像不变回忆陪着我

站在地球上渺小的你在努力呼吸的你
飘在宇宙里最亮的星星在努力地为你闪烁

And I don't know why?

2011-12-29T18:21:00.002+11:00

We are not who we are who used to be anymore. Goodbye to the old you and me.

2011-10-30T15:08:00.001+11:00

我有很多梦想等着我去追.所以我不可以倒下.　－完－

hello and goodbye.

2011-10-30T00:56:00.003+11:00

oh emmm geee i have alot of things i wanna blog about but i dont have the bloody timeeeeee. and at the moment im suffering from quite serious body-ache wtf wtf wtf. i think i dance too much ytd night. i only can rmb i keep jumping ........... thats it. oh no and finals on monday. oh yeaa another sleepless night. anyway, half of the stress have been let out and im glad wit it. didnt notice that i have that much stress.. should have treat myself well more.. addoilplsleezhiyingyoucandoitnomatterwhatcuzyouareleezhiying oh yeaaaaa. kthxbai.

hello ?

2011-09-10T20:27:00.003+10:00

can i? scream?
yea. just scream. as loud as possible. as loud as i can.
scream like there is no tomorrow.
cause i really need to. seriously need to.
i hope there is a someone i can really talk to.
to understand the situation i am now.
D: D: D:
well i can blame no one.
i need more social life.
seriously the current life deteriorating me silently.
i dont know how long more i can hold on.
i have no emotion nowadays, not im emo or whatever, i wanna smile but i am too tired to do that.
and also i am someone who does not show my true emotion easily, this is what i am, but i really wish i can D:
i dont know how it turn out to be like that.
cmg ctg study laksa king.
actually im enjoying all these im alright its just there is something i cannot stop worrying of.
sighs.
is there anyone out there can give me a hand?

p/s
如果是这样简单
将所有的委屈说出来
它们就会不见的话
那么是不是我说得不够多
我真的不知道我可以撑得住没有 .

救命 .

2011-09-08T22:53:00.003+10:00

这是在我目前心底深处很想表达的一句话 .

对我就是要继续这样奔跑飞翔没有人有资格阻止我 .

2011-08-24T20:57:00.005+10:00

有那么一只小鬼
曾经那么重视的一个人
现在也是
以后也是 :]
在每当我站在放弃与继续奋斗的十字路口时
她就会无端端冒出来说一些让我感动的话 :']
对啦就是你啦
谢啦
虽然还没有完全找到那个继续奋斗的动力
可是努力了
谢谢你和林帅大哥　
我会找回那以前很会跑很喜欢找架打的马桶
哇哈哈
倒时候你不可以嫌我烦啊 :o

2011-08-23T16:16:00.000+10:00

是我太执著吗
还是我知道记忆不好是我的致命根
所以才害怕会把一切忘得一干二净
因为那些回忆是我曾经那么紧地握在手里

安静 .

2011-08-23T15:15:00.001+10:00

只剩下钢琴陪我弹了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你

分手的这首歌
你那时highlight的歌词
2008年我仍然记得
我想说的是
再见了

D:

2011-08-23T01:11:00.001+10:00

曾经那么重视过那么爱过
如今怎么变得那么脆弱那么懦弱
曾经发了疯的追
如今拼了命的退
一切变得如此陌生
却有那么一点点的熟悉
我不知道我怎么了
昨晚脑袋里不知一直在想什么
如果有如果
你会怎么画上这美丽的句号
如果没有如果
你会怎么说再见
如果一切真的可以重来可以让你没有遗憾的话你会愿意吗
曾经许下的承诺对本人而言是那么重要那么珍惜
怎么如今所有东西都变得那么脆弱
曾经那不怕死的精神去了哪里
怎么如今的我只有觉得那么无能为力
如果你问我还喜不喜欢你
我真的没有确定的答案
虽然嘴上说对你没感觉了不喜欢了
可是之间又好像遗留了什么
文字无法形容
昨晚我真的很想哭
眼眶热乎乎的
现在打着打着
眼泪又不听话了
我真的好想像小孩那样号啕大哭
我真的可以吗
可是我好像连哭的勇气都没有
以前那不怕死的精神去了哪里
那天喝酒了头比上一次喝酒时还重
差点要醉了可是还是没机会喝醉
其实我真的很想体验一下醉的感觉是如何
我真的好想听听在自己里面心里最深处的声音
我不知道曾经何时变得那么冷淡无情
即使心里是多么想表达某某东西
可是有时脸上是面无表情的
突然觉得自己很恐怖很虚伪很恶心
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
我真的不知道
我到底还在不在乎你
有谁
可以揭开释放那真正的我
这样的生活
我不是有点累
是习惯了是真的累了
好想结束这一切
那恶梦可以不要再缠着我吗
我以为我摆脱了你
原来是我们玩捉迷藏我输了让你找上了

the D.

2011-08-04T00:07:00.000+10:00

byebye rare opportunity, but hello dream, im coming. end of story.

我要往梦想前进，只有梦想不会背叛我。

untitled.

2011-08-03T16:29:00.005+10:00

Quote of the day from my idol:

Be strong and determined. No one can force you to do something you dont want to. Make up your mind, state out what you really want, and do insist till the end.

End of story.

say byebye to week 1.

2011-07-31T00:22:00.001+10:00

week 1 夺走了我很多我意想不到的第一次
week 1 的我竟然把整个sem的时间表抄下来　这根本就不像我嘛连自己都不敢相信　可是我真的把它抄下来了 ._.
week 1 的我竟然在开始啃书　不是facebook ._.　ohh nooo这完完全全不是我的风格 -_-
week 1 的我开始做我人生第一份part time工
week 1 的我终于体会到靠自己赚的血汗钱一点也不容易　也学会了珍惜 =]
week 1 的我第一次和我两个housemates在同一个时间同一间餐厅一起打工 =.=
week 1 哈哈哈哈哈终于梦想成真我上了我人生中第一堂跳舞课　hip hop和break dance =D 哇哈哈小妹不要羡慕我可是我真的在学跳舞了 XD
week 1 的我第一次学了怎样freeze可是还是不成功 ._.　比想象中困难多了 - -　我知道现在天气很冷可是我一定会freeze到像冰块那样post张照片给大家看　等我啦　我一定不会输给冰块
week 1 我有了我的新偶像no.2－小强 =D 虽然我不是很喜欢它　可是它的勇气可嘉　我喜欢　目标：不是打不死的蟑螂　而是打打打打也不死的蟑螂 =D
week 1 的我有了我的新偶像no.3－谢和弦　歌词很有意思　mv又型　我喜欢　leezhiying加油pls　你也要像他那样awesome知道吗
week 1 的我第一次有了新的日本lab partner　course上了这么久都没有和她partner过　到了整个course的一半了才和她partner = =
week 1 的我做了我很多我以前从来都没做过的东西
week 1 的我竟然认真记下我做了什么 o_O
week 1 的我竟然认真地在过着我的每一天　每一分　每一秒
week 1 的我有了更多梦想　我要往梦想前进　只有梦想不会背叛我 =]
week 1 的我真的一点也不像我 ._.

week 1 week 1 人生能有多少个 week 1

"I postponed death by living, by suffering, by error, by risking, by giving, by losing." - Anais Nin

p/s 我在追寻什么东西　原来都只是空气

a b c d e f g i dont know what title to put.

2010-05-02T23:23:00.003+10:00

zzz. dislike uni life. stressful man. maybe haven get used to it. whole week everyday got things need to be done =.= quizz assignments tutorials. damn. sienz. finally this week not so busy le. and next week will be back to hell life again. owh man. so many things to study zzz. luckily im not pharmacy ppl. if not i wont be alive here blogging lol.

guess what. suddenly i miss celebrating my birthday with my family =.= weird la. last time i wouldnt want it and now. omg i changed alot since i came here. zzz. and when i told wee may about this. she did this for me.

lol so sweet. thanks yeah it makes me feel better in some way haha. [=

hmm the tram ticket here is damn hell exp man. so i decided to drive my poor no. 11 bus to uni everyday. i use jor about 2-3 years to get my no. 11 bus license qualified leh. hahaha. although it is not efficient and convenient as tram but i still enjoy driving it anyway. [= the journey during back home.

but i dont know why i am so lucky that day. i zap dao one FREE use before geh monthly full fare metcard hahaha. valid until 15 may wei woohoo. my no. 11 bus can rest for a couple of days for maintanence le haha xD woohoo.

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celebrated shirley's birthday in a japanese restaurant called Ajisen Ramen. okok only lah the food. and happy birthday to shirley =D hope u enjoy the day~

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this is what my friend got from fb. lol interesting rite. and cool hahaha xD

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feeling stressed up? hahaha no worries me too.
read the word terbalik.
STRESSED = DESSERTS
hahaha cool yea.
so have some chocolate now =D

and get back to stress again.
):

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a recent photo of me.

yea i know i look yong sui. many things happened and my life is like messed up and this is what i am now.

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and yeah i love spicy. and spicy food cure stress =D hahaha thanks tou dei zaii~

and my sohai bro made this. home made sambal belacan + beef. woohoo. taste good i like it =D

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Joke of the day:

Q: What's worst than terrible and miserable and horrible?

A: VEGETABLE!

LMAO xD

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lots of things playing hide-and-seek in my mind when i am alone.
when can i get rid of them.
i dont know no idea dont ask me.
很想放下一切潇洒地去面对
可是往往过不了心里那一关
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

I hate what im being now.
Sometimes i have no idea what im living for.
I feel like ending everything now.
Nightmares are haunting me almost every night.
I am tired of being alone.
Im missing you like heaven.
I wanted to get drunk so badly.
I feel like being punched now.
Seriously i know that im torn apart inside.
Im totally nothing without you.
Im dying inside.

So what.?

But i love you. [=

That's me.

Cacat-ed.

2010-04-12T01:26:00.004+10:00

hahaha. finally i succeed. no more porridge. it came out to be rice =D but i think this time is just 80% rice lol. hahaha so shi bai lar me. and this is what i cooked for dinner today. ham ba lang ingredients just throw inside the rice cooker and just cook them. and this is the end product. taste okok lah. at least i got something else to eat without causing a fire again. and i cooked too much. actually plan to cook for 2 portion but end up with 3-4 portion =.= wth lol. well. this is how my cacat-ed meal look like. humans. be prepared.

hahaha. how was it? cool rite? lol.

With-out.

2010-04-11T04:10:00.007+10:00

p/s sighs. but i never ever want this to happen.

1 2 3 4.

2010-04-08T02:12:00.006+10:00

那特别的4个字
好陌生
又好熟悉
时光倒流
回到了从前公主与王子的城堡
里面装满了他们幸福的回忆
xxxxxxxxx

稀里哗啦
下了一场大雨

现在雨过天晴了
再次相信明天会更好
一起加油了蟑螂
[=

p/s
你还是那么浪漫
你还是那么帅
你还是你
我的王子♥

真的没有后悔爱上你
♥

T_T

2010-04-06T01:34:00.001+10:00

他妈妈的
竟然酱倒霉
我亲爱的milo被充公了
顶
3.2kg RM43.50 lehh
)=
这里milo味道怪怪的
还是喜欢马来西亚的milo =D
算了
被充公的milo
也不要太伤心
我会想你的
(=

p/s 人类都爱吃对身体不健康的食物. =D

N umb,

2010-04-04T23:35:00.003+10:00

麻醉
心
已经不再知道痛是什么感觉了
回家的路途中
眼眶装满了泪水

心里完全没有埋怨还是什么
一切一切
只是觉得很开心很值得
因为我终于又看到你了 =D

谢谢刚才的大家
你们让我暂时把一切都抛开
希望天天都可以跟你们一起废
Ah kuan ice-cream rayco huili =D

这可能是最后一次了
希望我还有机会继续这最后一次
IMY
ILY

打不死的蟑螂.

2010-03-19T00:20:00.005+11:00

昨天跟祖颐哥聊天像上了一堂课学了好多东西
知道了好多从来没注意的东西
哈哈
谢谢你
可是有点-o-
昨天做了个决定
我也要做只打不死的蟑螂 =D

昨天刚刚下了这个决心
今天就倒霉到鬼酱

买了米洗好米加了水一切都准备好要煮饭时才发现没有饭锅盖
粗口骂了几十句还是找没有
顶
算了最后还是煮了

可是
不小心放了太多水
顶
不懂是在吃粥还是吃饭

要煮菜时要把油瓶打开时不懂怎样就是开不到
顶
最后用暴力解决
刀片

热锅放了油放茄子下去煮
突然发生了爆炸
就这样着火了
虽然下一秒就自然灭了
可是还是弄到那个smoke alarm想到不会停
顶
吓到我鬼酱
因为如果弄到消防车来要给$1600我会破产
结果没事了

要去洗衣时
要用零钱
结果去到才知道只能用一块
顶
全世界那么多一块啊
害到我把全部衣服放进洗衣机了要出去外面的商店换
还好还没关

连洗衣服都要钱
顶
又贵到我在马来西亚可以吃三餐

顶
倒霉到我可以放红橙黄绿蓝靛紫

顶顶顶
真的无言

才刚刚有新的目标
就有这么多挫折-o-

可是没关系
这些都难不倒我
因为

我要成为一只打不死的蟑螂

Yeah

A meaningful post.

2010-03-09T00:49:00.007+11:00

[ copied from someone's blog ]

每个女生心里都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友
你们可能相爱过
你们也可能喜欢着彼此
但是
为了什么原因你们没能在一起？

也许他为了朋友之间的义气
不能追妳

也许为了顾及家人的意见
你们没有在一起

也许为了自己的前程
他没有要妳等他

也许你们相遇太早
还不懂得珍惜对方

也许你们相遇太晚
你们身边已经有了另一个人

也许你回头太迟
对方已不再等待

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心
而迟迟无法跨出界线

不过即使你们没在一起
你们还是保持了朋友的关系

但是你们心底清楚
对这个人
你比朋友还多了一份关心

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友

他有喜欢的人
妳口头上会帮他追
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到

他遇到困难时
妳会尽你所能的帮他
不会计较谁又欠了谁

女朋友吃醋了
妳会安抚他们说妳和他只是朋友
但妳心中会有那么一丝的不确定

每个人这辈子
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友
很矛盾的行为

一开始妳不甘心只做朋友的
但久了妳会突然发现这样最好

妳宁愿这样关心他
总好过你们在一起而有天会分手

妳宁愿做他的朋友
彼此不会吃醋
才可以真的无所不谈

特别是这样
妳还是知道
他永远会关心你的

做不成男女朋友
当他那个特别的朋友
有什么不好呢？

妳心中的这个特别的朋友
是谁呢？

很多的感情
都因为一厢情愿
最后连朋友都当不成了
常常觉得惋惜

可惜一些本来很好的友情
最后却因为对方的一句喜欢妳
如果妳没有反应这
一段友情似乎也难以维持下去
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步
因为这就像是一场赌注
表白了之后不是成了男女朋友
要不就连朋友都当不成了

有些事不是你能预料的
或许对方不在意
你们还可以是朋友
但却已经不如从前的

不要认为后面还有更好的
因为现在拥有就是最好的

不要认为我还年轻
可以晚些结婚
爱情是不等年龄的

不要因为距离太远而放弃
爱情是可以和你一起坐火车的

不要因为对方不富裕而放弃
只要不是无能的人
勤劳可以让你们致富

不要因为父母反对而放弃
你会发现这个原因而放弃的爱情
将是你一生的悔恨

其实对于爱情
越单纯越幸福
一生只谈一次恋爱是最好的
经历的太多了会麻木
分离多了会习惯
换恋人多了会比较

到最后你会不再相信爱情
你会自暴自弃
你会毫无生气
你会行尸走肉
你会与一个你不爱的人结婚
就这样过一辈子

所以牵好的手就不要轻易放开
说过的话就不要轻易收回
承诺过的人就不要轻易忘记

有些人有些事
既然发生了
就注定是你一生的回忆

如果我早一点看到这篇东西
也许一切都会不一样

p/s 这，就是我存在的意义.

2010-02-24T23:53:00.012+11:00

*copied from somewhere by someone*

真正爱你的女孩，要你猜那样，要你猜这样，目的是想要你知道他在想什么，想错她又会骂你 [ 没事啦！笨蛋。]

真正爱你的女孩，是你最需要她的时候，常装著冷漠不关心却温柔得问 [ 你没事吗？]
真正爱你的女孩，虽然不知道你洗欢什么，也给甘心熬夜为你知一条围巾，折一大罐的星星。
真正爱你的女孩，经常想打电话给你，却怕你觉得烦，要你开口才会打给你。
真正爱你的女孩，在朋友面前常提起你和问你近况，却否认自己喜欢你。
真正爱你的女孩，在你面前毫不在意，其实她十分想知道你的心意。
真正爱你的女孩，只要你对他说 [ 我很想你 ]，她就会脸红心跳加速，然后甜甜的笑，对着你说 [ 笨蛋..你说什么啊？]
真正爱你的女孩，虽然相隔，她会幻想着你与她的未来而傻笑。
真正爱你的女孩，给你与其他的朋友过你的生日，仍更希望想要你独自陪她过生日。
真正爱你的女孩，无论你傻或笨的，也会觉得你很酷。
真正爱你的女孩，伤她心，会睡觉前想起你而且不自然的流下泪。
真正爱你的女孩，想告诉你她心里的话，但是却不，因为害怕失去你。
真正爱你的女孩，使很多时候不会叫你名字，她会叫你笨蛋，猪头，喂...
真正爱你的女孩，跟你聊天的时候总会把说话讲得乱七八糟的，是因为她的舌头在自己深爱的人面前打了很多很多的结。
真正爱你的女孩，是每天在电脑旁等候你上线，然而一看见你的名字，就会不知所措。
真正爱你的女孩，是你告诉她有关于其她女生的事情，虽然她脸上总是装着一副不关心的样子，但是心里却是酸酸的。
真正爱你的女孩，是会在你伤害她后，仍然傻傻的等你回头。
真正爱你的女孩，是会为了你放弃一生幸福的人。

在远方的你
最近过得还好吗
不管你有没有看到这篇文章
不管天涯海角海枯石烂世界末日
它依然见证着我对你的爱
虽然情况不一样了
我没资格要求你的爱
只是希望我还有被你依赖的一刻
不管发生什么事
天塌下来
记得记得
不要忘了还有我
帮你顶着
忘了吗
我本来就是个坏坏的小偷
把你的心偷走后
在我的心里
我从来没把它搬走过
只是我把它收藏起来了
想好好地守护它
希望在远方的你
依然过得很快乐
祝福你

p/s 我活在这个世界的意义，只是为了看到你真正的笑容。

)=.

2010-02-22T16:55:00.004+11:00

I don’t really like here.
It may be like it's easy here but life is actually tough here.
It is like a completely new place for me, which I had just realized.
There are no memories, no friends, no laughter, like they used to be.
There is nothing in here. Where are u guys?
Without any of you makes me so lonely.
Although I desire freedom a lot, but I still feel lonely.
Staying alone is really lonely man, no kidding.

突然发现
一个陌生人在一个陌生的地方
真的不容易

要适应这里的文化，7难
要每天用英语沟通，7难
要每天在不能讲华语的地方下上课，7难
要改掉每天 lah loh leh wei o orhh 的坏习惯，7难
要每餐都吃那么大份，又贵到鬼酱，7难
要变成好像大人，不能像以前这么幼稚了，7难
要在这里真正找到可以聊天的朋友，7难
要每天在没有回忆里的地方生活，7难
要在没有你的生活里一个人生活，7难

7难7难7难
真的很7难

可是不管多7难
我一定会去克服的
因为我就是我
Nothing is impossible.

p/s 佳颖我现在终于体会到你当时的心情了。

只是我太以为.

2010-02-21T22:59:00.004+11:00

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容
就能够解脱

我以为
我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为你
已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害
我以为我的温柔
能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究
你会慢慢明白
他的心不在你身上
我的关心
你依然无动于衷
我的以为只是我以为

我以为我的温柔
能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁身旁
我以为我够坚强
却一天天地失望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望

再见了。
p/s 真的很开心，可以当你其中一个sohai。

Can you get my love sign?

2010-02-21T00:39:00.002+11:00

[ Brown Eyed Girls - Sign ]

Nice song people. Love the mv too. In the mv got a short hair girl, she damn damn yeng lol. Like animation xia. P-E-R-F-E-C-T lol. Love her weii =D hahaha. enjoy the mv yo.

没办法在想到你时不心痛，

2010-02-19T20:20:00.000+11:00

于是我想把自己删了。

再见了.

2010-02-16T19:24:00.005+11:00

几个小时过后
将会是我人生最大挑战的开始
大家
不要羡慕我
我要去环游世界了
即将开始我一个人的旅程
一个人的澳洲

希望你在没有我的日子里
也一样可以活得幸福快乐
再见了
我的爱人

悄悄的，我走了，
正如我悄悄地来；
我挥一挥衣袖，
不带走...

只属于你开心的回忆。

某一天...

2010-02-09T01:40:00.010+11:00

如果...

某一天，你拨我的电话号码，语音告诉你我已经停机。你会不会难过？

某一天，你的手机不再有我的信息，你会不会不停地等待？

某一天，不再有人可怜兮兮的说你好吗？你有没有好好吃饭，有没有好好照顾自己。你会不会不停的期盼？

某一天，不再有人无论是深夜还是白天都坐在电脑旁等待着你上线，你会不会失落？

如果真的到了那样的一天，我还是希望你有一点点的难过，一点点的失落，一点点的想我，只要有一点点关于我的记忆就好。真的只要一点点就好。

某一天，你打开电脑，我的头像变成了永远的灰色，不要说我不守承诺。那是我感觉到累了，倦了，也真的受伤了。

某一天，你的生活中没有了我，请记住我对你的好；我的宽容。你要记得，我们虽然在地球的不同角落，但是我们头上顶着同一片蓝天。

而我无论如何都不会忘记任何一个关于你记忆的片段。你习惯什么，反感什么。

感情世界里，没有“公平”两个字，我不会计较这些，我们在一起的时间，会是我这辈子里最美丽的回忆。

我还要你记得答应过我什么，许诺过我什么。

如果有一天，你找我的时候我不再理你了，
代表我真的绝望了，真的心碎了，真得疲倦了。

其实，很多时候我都是在装，总是装作无所谓，可是我真的不在乎吗？
不是我不在乎，只是我把一切憋在心里，不让你知道，不想增加你的内疚感。

可是我会很自责，会恨我自己，因为是我的错。
以前是我把一切看得太轻。没想过会有这样的结局。
是我把一切搞砸了。

我知道你不需要我，但是我真的很需要你。
心里问了自己一个问题
"几时才有机会有资格轮到我再次对你说我爱你？"

其实，我还很在乎你，还很想念你，还很关心你。
我还是忘不了你。我爱你。
你知道了，清楚了，了解了，有没有一点点的伤心？

我很累我很想睡觉。
可是我很害怕我闭上眼睛的那一刻。
我不再醒来。
我会永远在噩梦的世界里。
永远找不到出路。
再也见不到你了。
我。
真的很害怕。

不久之后，我即将离开。
说真的，最不舍得的依然是你。
我真的很不想离开有你的地方。
可是，离开也是现在最好的选择吧。
希望你快乐。
不忍心再次看到你崩溃的样子。
记得要和她幸福快乐。
偶尔想念下我就可以了。
我。
会一直都想念你。

日日夜夜天涯海角海枯石烂世界末日
我依然深爱着你
对你的心依然没改变过

日日夜夜天涯海角海枯石烂世界末日
我依然等着你

Once again.
My tears stream down.
Uncontrollable.

Untitled.

2010-01-23T16:17:00.000+11:00

[ friday ]

finally the day had arrived. IELTS results coming out today weiii. omg. scare dao me want die. but luckily i got overall band 6.5. and all the individual band ngam ngam meet the requirement of my uni. hehehe. lucky me :D if less 0.5, my dream to australia will then become bubble jor >< lucky me me me :D haha yea AUSTRALIAAAA here i come xD

[ saturday ]

actually today wanna play badminton with my bro louiz in school d. too bad no court. and i dont wanna play bsb under the hot sun lol. paiiseh arr ): we go out other time k? and omg didnt know that u stay SO near to my house -.- lol.

hahaha. at nite went to 1u with my dear didi guan liang. this is the last time we meet before going to australia. sob sob ): gonna miss u alot. u must miss me weii. lol. had dinner together in wong kok. went for pool after that. AHH. i miss pool. so much! finally i can play pool again d. HAHAHA. :D i love pool. pool rocks :D wahahaha. and didi, u become pro le :D this time see u feel like u change jor. lol. become shuai le leh :D lol. hahaha. yo pool rocks :D dont jealous jealous ppl la, i believe got one day u can have one too. hahaha. and nex time dont go in wrong toilet again lol xD hahaha. and u are SOOO tall. can u give me some height? -.- lol. anyway gonnna miss u alot. sob sob ):

[ sunday ]

went to play badminton with my sis and T3. lol. 2 hours. crazy. but nice xD lol. but my hand gonna cacat d. dinner time use chopsticks also will fa dou -_- hahaha.

Time To Love ♥ T-ara feat Supernova.

2010-01-19T05:50:00.008+11:00

yo humans and aliens. i got a nice song to share. TIME TO LOVE by T-ara feat Supernova. nice melody meaningful lyrics perfect song :D and i love the dance in the mv. nice dance girls and boys XD lengluis and lengzais lol XD enjoy the mv ya :D LOVE this song alot wei. nice pic too :D TIME TO LOVEEEE XD hahaha. 10/10! x]

Meaning of the lyrics:

can't stop we won't stop, can't stop we won't stop.
yeah, you know we don't stop.
i just want you back.

[ part one ]
You are a good person for loving me first, you were the one that thought me how to love (I'll). Never forget you, I remember you, I will remember only you.

Because I might see you, I wore the clothes you bought me. I cut my hair short, the way you like it. To pass by the way I used to walked with you, I take the long way thinking you might be there. My phone number is still the same, my house is still the same, in case you come find me. On my minihompy I just have the songs we used to listen together. Thinking maybe you might look, thinking maybe you might come back again.

We still can't forget each other, we still want each other. We are still in love. Going separate ways, the truth is, I miss you. I miss you like crazy. I will wait for you no matter what, I will wait for you till the end. I stop to think, I'm standing still.

[ part two ]
You are a good person for loving me first, you were the one that thought me how to love (I'll). Never forget you, I remember you, I will remember only you.

Thinking that maybe I´ll see you, and if I see you in my heart will tremble. Thinking that my heart will sink and you´ll see me dry and wrenched. To avoid the way I used to walk with you, I went round the long way thinking maybe you´d be there. I already changed my phone number. Maybe I will keep thinking of you so I moved my house. But in my mouth there are still words unsaid. Thinking maybe I might see you, thinking you might come back again.

[ part three ]
You are a good person for loving me first, you were the one that thought me how to love (I'll). Never forget you, I remember you, I will remember only you.

I want to tell you to start again. But I can´t hear you nor see you even though I´m looking for you. Soaked by the pouring rain, I am going to the place where we first met. I feel so pathetic. There´s still a warm spot in my heart for you. You can bear it, therefore I will be able to bear too. But it will be so hard, I loved you so much
Even though I tried really hard, I can´t help it.

Thinking that perhaps I´ll see you by chance, and you will look at me. In front of the mirror I wipe my tears. Thinking maybe you will come (Thinking maybe you will come to me). Never forget you, I remember you, I will remember only you.

can you read my mind? uhh what am i crapping here? lol. i guess i too miss you jor ]= aikss.

tick tock tick tock. when only i can get rid of insomnia? this time my panda eyes really come out and say HELLO to everyone liao ]= wee may dont send me to china please lol == hahaha.

p/s read the time posted. and turn it around. ♥

Woohoo spy :D

2010-01-18T19:53:00.009+11:00

[ Friday ]

went to watch WOO HOO with my part time superwoman and her friends. lol. nice movie anyways. i love malaysia :D hahaha. believe me, this movie will let u laugh your ass off! HAHAHA XD WOO HOOOOOOOO :D

WOO HOO tiger toy is so damn cuteeee wei XD hahaha. love it x]

[ Sunday ]

went to 1u with my sis. we watched THE SPY NEXT DOOR with my part time superwoman again lol. hahaha. love this show alot. laugh like hell lol. love the fighting part. JACKIE you rock XD hahaha. and oh ya, LARRY in the movie sangat lengzai XD hahaha.

anyone want to drink mushroom soup? FOC lol. everyday grow mushroom at home -_- lol. who want go lepak with me?

安静.

2010-01-04T21:01:00.006+11:00

只剩下钢琴陪我弹了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得
你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你

答应了自己不要再去想
我怎么了
我
又想你了

啊啊
要坚强
要疯狂的生活每一天
坚强坚强
要
坚
强

啊
救命啊
这礼拜六考IELTS
好怕
要拿Band 7
简直要我命

Ohhhhhhhhh my gooooooood

Can die le

Shooooooot me pls

Sangat pressureeeeee

Help meee
不然我就去不到澳洲了

不行不行
要努力了
加油
澳洲
你要等我啊
不要丢下我不管
><

超人.

2010-01-02T23:10:00.001+11:00

曾经说好要继续守护
可能心也累了
我变了
真的变了
2010
不再是以前的2009
以前的李治莹也不存在了
已经忘记

自己真正是谁了

不行
是时候长大了
不能再把自己停留在过去
要加油
回忆
希望它们永远都会记得我

今天
我当了某某人的超人
某某人也当了我的超女
[=

哈哈
我找到工作了
现在是一位part time超人
哈哈==

Off to Australia~

2009-12-13T01:13:00.007+11:00

Going to australia tmr night.
To visit my dear brother and he is graduating (:
Will be back on the 22th~
Glad that i can meet you there (:

Haha people.
Dont miss me ya XD
Cause i wont miss you guys.
Muahahaha.
Anyway.
A song to share.
Love this song alot.
Enjoy!

In this song.
It expresses my feeling towards you.
The specially YOU.
...
I just miss YOU too much.

p/s i still love you like i always do.

Sunway AUSMAT Awards Night@191109.

2009-11-22T00:34:00.007+11:00

AUSMAT Awards Night!
Yeah.
Graduation day :D
Hahaha.
See the sign boards? Cool right!
Haha.
The road is AUSMAT.
The signboards are the lecturers.
And we are the cars :D

Our table no. 12 ^^Turn right to AUSMAT Road ! :D30 kilometres more and you can eat ! XD
STOP !A random shot by me lol XD(:Our chemistry lecturer Miss Vanitha ^^Calculus and Discrete Maths lecturer - Mr Eric :DThe gang of 5! Quan jia fu ^^ but sherly is missing -.-Hahaha. The "BF" and "GF" lol XD

Enjoy the photos :D
Visit my facebook to see more ^^

Wish me gong xi fa cai XD

2009-11-19T00:50:00.003+11:00

Hahaha.
Wish me gong xi fa cai XD
Finally.
I pass my driving test liao XD
Ehh.
That time raining cats and dogs leh.
And i still can pass hahahha XD
And im wet -.-

And that day got one guy come lan sok me talk to me.
Then he asked "Har? You are a girl?"
I said "Yala why? -.-"
Lol.
I so look like a boy meh..? -.-
Ahaha whatever.

Yeah finally i can drive XD
Weeeeeee. XD
But my mum say she will get heart attack when sit my car -.-
Aikss.
Sien.
I wanna drive la yor.

Outing@161109.

2009-11-17T01:55:00.007+11:00

Today hang out with my ex and her current gf ==

Went to BBQ Plaza for lunch.
Haha.

It was my first time eating there.
The food was delicious xD
Hahaha.
I like the sos wei XD
Super duper nice lol.
We had Haagen-Dazs ice-cream too (:
Then went to jusco to get my formal shirt.

Just trying on it. Hahaha.
But end up buying the white one (=
Wait for my next next post ^^
Then went to Amp Square to sing k.
Lol.

Saya kena capture ==
Hahaha.
And some pictures wit her (=

Enjoy! (=

当时的心情杂乱无章
But i still love you like i always do.
Hope you will be happy. (:
The end.

Listen to my H.E.A.R.T.B.E.A.T <3.

2009-11-16T02:51:00.009+11:00

今天又去学车咯
拜三考车
啊啊啊
之前failed了两次
T_T T_T T_T
等了一整天结果又不过是?!
@^#%!&$#$!
如果这次再不过的话我真的要哭了啦

如果真的不过的话我要去考飞机了啦
哈哈
谁要坐我的飞机吗?
我可以带你去飞~
XD

A very yeng de MV to share.
2pm - Heartbeat
XD

Enjoy! :D

p/s
listen to my heartbeat
it's waiting for you
listen to my heartbeat
it's beating for you
i think of you everytime my heart beats
and my heart only beats for YOU
(:

Off to thailand~

2009-11-15T03:00:00.001+11:00

Hahaha.
After finals i can fly lo~ XD
Fly to thailand~
3 days 2 nite.
With my family.
Haha.
Sawadika!
Welcome to thailand ^^
The trip was not bad.
But the weather there hot la ==
And the traffic jam 4896.
Sit in the taxi till i sien =.=
Hahaha.

Me perasan-ing XD
See my and my sis lol.
Wanna fight is it ? Come xD
-x-
This is called coconut pancake lol. Bought at floating market (=
We went to crocodile farm o.o
See so many crocodilesss~
This two cute tigers are couple (=
Me again xD
Perasan-ing in the bathroom x)
The LRT tokens so yeng =.= can use to play black-white chess xD
This is an awesome seafood restaurant! Can go shopping de inside =.=
Inside the restaurant. "If it can swim, we have it!" cool rite?
Dont know called what what lobster xD
Garlic bread xD
Fried ricee xD
And grilled crabby. RIP mister crabby =/
And this ice-cream cost me RM13 =='' but it taste great XD

Hahaha.
Are you hungry now? XD
Lol. Went there eat liao 2 nites geh seafood.
Cholestrol in my body tambah tambah tambah =.=
Oh no i become fat liao x.x
But im a half-vegeterian human.
And i love seafood xD
Hahaha.
Ok la.
The end lo.
Enjoy the pics and new blogskin and new songs in my playlist.
(=

p/s i still love you like i always do.

PPPPPurple + BBBBlack (=

2009-10-12T00:27:00.004+11:00

Yo.
2 cheng design version 2 ^^
Purple + black yo xD
Hahaha.
Can u guys see that "invisible" wing?
The "2 cheng 2 cheng 2 cheng" there.
I know is kinda hard ==
Most ppl will only see a "Hi-5" i guess.
Well.
Anyway.
Created a meaning for this design.
Haha.

虽然很多老师都对我们放弃
可是我们没放弃自己
谁说我们不能
我们拥有半边隐形的翅膀
这代表了我们也可以像别人一样飞翔
去创造属于我们自己的一片天空
这就是我们二诚

Enjoy ya.
Feel free to leave any comment if you have any.
Thx! (=

o61o2oo9 (=

2009-10-07T22:17:00.004+11:00

虽然刚才我们迷路绕了一大圈
可是我很开心因为我可以陪在你身边
还有
最终还是见了你妈==
谢谢符妈的不嫌弃
有种说不出的感触=s

谢谢CK大哥
很开心认识你
还有从她家载我到sunway pyramid
辛苦你了
你要好好照顾身体呀

呵呵
今天的你
真得很像狮子=="
哈哈xD
不过我想说的是
不管你的样子像动物园里的哪个动物
你还是你
符诗婷
我只想守护一辈子的小天使
(=

谢谢你的无情
只为了要保护我
(=

呆在你身边
只有种说不出的感觉
每次都只会让我想呆在你身边
多一分多一秒

在巴士上迷路时==

在她家拍的^^

0.5CK大哥 1她 0.5我 =="

CK大哥她我 ^^

在sushi king xD

♥♥♥
If I never met you, I wouldnt like you.

If I didnt like you, I wouldnt love you.

If I didnt love you, I wouldnt miss you.

But I did, I do and I always will.
♥♥♥

p/s i love you.

2341 o7o92oo9.

2009-09-08T01:49:00.003+10:00

Yo yo.
Reborn.
The reborn of our "first" promise.

You and I.
I will never forget this.
Im gonna break no more.
Let's see when will happen.

And make it come through.
Gambate!
(=

p/s i love you.

不要爱上我. 或是. 让我去爱.

2009-08-31T17:01:00.006+10:00

拉一下线
手就动一下
一双无神的眼睛
没有灵魂的
没错
我
就是傀儡

很可惜
我一诞生于这世界
就注定永远失去自由
失去选择

拥有灵魂的人类
却失去自由选择的权力

那
他们也算是傀儡吗..?

"因为我只是一个傀儡娃娃."

选择 vs 权力.

2009-08-31T16:44:00.005+10:00

这残酷的世界
让人们在有选择的时候
却无法拥有选择的权力
有选择又怎样
根本没得去选择
又有什么用

为什么
为什么要这样折磨人类
为什么

因为
这是残酷的现实世界...?

可不可以
把所有的痛苦
转移到我身上
真的不忍心
看到我心爱的人
再这样继续受折磨

选择?
我有吗?
有又怎样
我有选择的权力吗..?

我明白你的处境
可能我不是你
无法完全体会
你的心情感受内心世界
可是
我会一直在你身边
陪着你
直到生命的尽头
别怕
就算天塌下来
也会有我帮你顶着

这
就是我存在的意义

p/s i love you.

怀念.

2009-08-29T02:21:00.004+10:00

突然间发现
原来我跟你的合照
只有那么少
好怀念以前和你在一起的时刻
真的好怀念
好怀念

怀念你的存在
怀念你的笑容
怀念你的温度
怀念你的味道

当我十指紧握
我捉得只有空气
你的存在从此消失
你
在哪里呢

p/s i love you.

Puzzle.

2009-08-25T03:50:00.002+10:00

Without you.
The puzzle will never be complete.
It will remain incomplete forever.
Because you are the last piece of this puzzle.
And i will always remember it.

p/s i love you.

永远在你身边.

2009-08-15T01:23:00.003+10:00

Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活
不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活

眼泪她为你流过也为自己掉过
对于你们的爱她总是抱着坚强的笑容
错过那些时间谢谢她的守候
是时候紧紧牵她的手带她到你的城堡里

最近还好吗想念的心开不了口
枯想着妳有没有好好过担心着妳每天生活
你好吗最近如何照顾身体工作加油
我一个人也会勇敢好好过不让你担心多一秒
想念着每天每秒我们故事每天每秒说好的事
两个人一起散步是最浪漫的事
你就是我的天使给我力量能够坚持
那些关心问候翅膀一样的双手
是我最幸福的所有
心里面有你建的角落
脆弱时我能够躲一躲
妳爱我像翅膀一样温柔的手
我要抱着妳不要再错过
你的爱是最蓝那片天空
Cuz baby girl I’m coming back home

幸福少了妳在身边不会完整
人潮中朝你走来那张可爱微笑的脸孔
这份爱不是悸动守护一辈子的感动
这段路踏着幸福的每一步一起牵着手
心疼妳会睡不好总是缩在床的一角
我要回来给妳依靠哄妳看妳笑着睡着
照片里你的微笑我们甜蜜地打闹
好希望微风把思念代替我亲吻你嘴角
想念着每天每秒我们故事每天每秒说好的事
约定好去看的风景爱谱成了诗
你就是我的天使给我力量能够坚持

阳光灿烂午后我又在街上走
你的影子不再寂寞
想到你的身边到不了像个路人般看热闹
经过那个属于我们的转角
走过两个人曾经逛的街
那些店还有熟悉的画面
Oh baby girl I’m coming back home

没有办法想像那画面
一个孤独的背影走在小公园
一颗心需要暖一双手需要牵
故事要有美好结局需要两双手来写
永远不是只出现在童话里的梦
在身边眼泪加了蜜糖甜
这句点要完美画在无名指上
承诺的开始
恋人们要一起珍藏

p/s i love you.

!!

2009-08-13T00:40:00.004+10:00

你

最好离她远点

还有不要酱他妈的以为

不然

别怪我对你不客气

！

Because you live and breathe.

2009-08-12T02:50:00.001+10:00

Because you live and breathe,
My world has the most beautiful stars in the sky.

Because you live and breathe,
I still carry on when I lose the fight.

Because you live and breathe,
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized.

Because you live and breathe,
I believe that I had found my angel.

Because you live and breathe,
I live and breathe too.

Because you live and breathe,
I wanna love you till the never end.

Because you live and breathe,
I just wanna be at your side, forever.

p/s i love you.

下半生.

2009-08-11T00:02:00.006+10:00

下半生跟她再遇见不会再相见
未改变牵手的那天紧抱才发现
我始终始终爱过她走过的从前
未讲再见为何又离去我身边

下半生多得有着你跟我爱一遍
未改变深深盼那天再续未了缘
我会想想跟你抱近亲吻你的脸
下一世都会再相见

从新的跟你爱一遍

那一年共你开心走过路远
从前那心事共你欣赏这尾端
跟你人海中遇见牵手写过那些诗
原来爱你这故事太相似

p/s 真得很希望下半生可以和你在一起

I miss you.

2009-08-07T23:51:00.004+10:00

Not out of the sudden.

The truth always is.

I have been missing u so much.

I'm missing u like hell.

I dont wanna care what they say.

I just wanna be with you.

I always hope that I can be at your side.

I care for you.

I miss you.

I love you.

Yo dear.

Take care your health arr.

Drink more water arr.

And take more rest arr.

Hope u get well soon o.

*Huggies to you and sick sick please go away*

p/s i love you.

Tagged by Shi Ting. (=

2009-08-05T01:53:00.000+10:00

1. What have you been doing recently?
Stay in the house for a week time due to my sickness =.=

2. Do you ever turn your hand phone off?
Err. I dont remember if i did it.

3. What happened at 10am today?
In Sunway Pyramid Sushi King xD sorry teacher =/

4. When did you last cry?
Err. Forget.

5. Believe in Fate/ Destiny?
For me they are like the same thing lol.

6. What do you want in life now?
Money, love, happiness.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or put up your hood?
Put up my hood la of course.

8. What's your favorite thing to do in bed?
Sleeping, talk phone and making out lol xD

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
Shorts lar.

10. What are the nicest thing in your inbox?
Memories with her ^^

11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
No.

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
No.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
A crazy movie called OBSESSED =.=

14. What are you proud of?
I am who i am xD

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say and who is it from?
Shi Ting: Dar i go xi bai bai o (=

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
好不好.

17. Do you have any nicknames?
Ying.

18. What does the newest text message say and who is it from?
Sis: You also dulan lah.

19. What time did you sleep last night?
2 something.

20. Are you currently happy?
I think so.

21. Who give you the best advise?
Friends and anybody who loves me.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Nope. But i wanna try lol xD

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?

Nobody called me last night. You call me lar.

24. Is something bugging you right now?
Err ?

25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?
Dont remember =.=

26. Do you like yourself?
Of course xD

27. You want $5 or $10?
Both la baka =.=

28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
Ya i guess.

29. Who is your best best best best best friend?
Alot.

30. What will you do if you like that girl?
I'll ask her hp number lo. Lol jk.

31. Who are your favorite stars?
No fav stars.

32. You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
Ya of course.

33. Do you had even stead before?
Apa tu.?

34. What type of girl do you like?
Err. I just love her. (=

35. Now are you single/attached?
Single.

Pass this tag to 8 people: -
1. ShiXi

2. Shi Ting

3. Jackie

4. Ah kuan (band)

5. Chia Yin

6. Ailynder

7. Li Jun

8. Dino khor

1. Would you date number 5?
Ya as a friend hahaha.

2. Number 2 just got a car crash and how do you react?
Go visit her immediately and take care of her if possible.

3. You see no.9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?
Where got no.9 o.

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
Ask her the reason lo.

5. Number 1 is acting weird.
Something happen?

6. Number 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
Oh ok gambate.

7. Number 7 just got a ticket for him/her and you to go to a concert.
See how lor.

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
Let's drunk! Although i dont drink xD

9. No. 4 has to move to the other side of the world.
No i will miss her alot )=

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
Run lar adui =.=

11. Number 7 and you sitting on the couch watching a movie when her/him wrap his/her arm around you.
Oh okkay.

12. Number 5 ask you out for dinner.
I'll go.

13. Number 9 and you are sitting on the bus.
There's no no.9 lar yor.

14. Number 6 calls you in the middle of night because she/he can't sleep.
Erm. I will talk to her if i cant sleep also lol.

15. You're walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
Huh?

16. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
Adui kesiannya.

17. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen suddenly aflame.
Save her out, put out the fire and take care of her.

18. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.
I want that koala lol.

19. Number 4 just got u an x-box.
No idea what the hell is that.

20. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.
Okok lor.

21. Number 7 looks lonely.
Sms me lar haha.

22.Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave him/her alone.
Ohh. I dont think and dont hope this will happen.

23. Number 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.
Arigato lo.

24. Number 6 decide to dye her/his hair black. What do you say about that?
Aiya dont waste money lar.

25. Number 7 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where he/she went.
Ask her about it lo.

26. Number 1, 3, 5 and 6 all tackle at you once. Is it possible?
Err. Maybe.

虚伪.

2009-07-31T23:13:00.011+10:00

虚伪的一面
每个人都会有
只为了掩饰自己
不想被别人看穿
不想成为败者

你
不要再虚伪地笑了

If you..

2009-07-29T20:31:00.006+10:00

If you are alone,
I will be your shadow.

If you are the moon,
I will be your star.

If you are the black pig,
I will be your white pig.

If you want to fly,
I will be your wings.

If you are the wound,
I will be your plaster.

If you are sick,
I will be your medicine.

If you are the soul,
I will be your heartbeat.

If you want to cry,
I will be your shoulder.

If you want to be happy,
I will be your smile.

If you need me,
I will always be there for you.

Just for you,
Me beloved one,
❤ Foo Shi Ting ❤

p/s i love you.

❤ --- 外套.

2009-07-26T19:13:00.008+10:00

昨天在戏院你冷了

我拿我温暖的外套让你穿上

现在外套上面有你一丝淡淡的味道

舍不得拿去洗

好怕那一分那一秒那味道消失了

我再也闻不到了

我想念你

p/s i love you.

❤ --- 250709.

2009-07-26T00:47:00.012+10:00

Yo. Yay.

Today went to date in timesquare + sungei wang.

With her, my ex. ^^

Wahaha.

After meet up with her friend in sungei wang,

We went to timesquare to have our lunch.

SUSHI KINGGG!! =D

This is an art of soya sauce. *By me xD

This orange drink is so damn cute.

Ahaha.

Yo. Have u smile today?

Ahaha.

You see she eat dao half way jiu tired jor.

Lol =='''

You (:

Me (:

Peace yo xD

Lol.

She said i look gay with this bag.

But i love this bag.

xDD

Peace again yo xD

Lol.

We went for movie also.

[ Obsessed ]

This movie is nice.

But.

That freaking crazy girl made the movie become horror movie jor.

Swt =.=

Anyways.

Had a great day and sweet memories today!

I love today! ^^

I enjoyed it! =D

Yay!

Haha.

^_^ =D ^^ xD (= ^o^

I cherish

Every second

Every minute

Every hour

Every moment

When being with you

I love you

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开

和你一起面对明天的风雨

守护你

p/s i love you.

Yo. Pictures of the day (=

2009-07-23T05:59:00.022+10:00

Firstly, I would like to introduce:

[ Mr cool J. ♠ --- The June xD ]

[ Mr N. -- The November =D ]

[ Mr F. -- The February ^ o ^ ]

[ Mr m&m -- The March (: ]

[ Mr. dOughnut ☺ -- The October =O ]

[ Mr Ss. -- The September o.o ]

[ Mr. R for Rawr -- The April =@ ]

[ Our footsteps 01 ❤ ]

[ Our footsteps 02 ❤ ]

[ Sorry, I got caught because i stole your heart ❤. ]

[ It's alright my dear, I will wait for you. (: ]

[ Yo. Let's say cheeeeese~~ =D ]

[ We walked to our buses together everyday after school ^^ ]

[ Our very first movie -- Pirates of the Carribean ^^ ]

[ 陪你一起看星星 ^^ ]

Haha.

Enjoy people!

(=

p/s i love you.

❤--- [ Our memories; Our story. ] (=

2009-07-22T03:01:00.030+10:00

Our story ^^

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

The 2 main characters:

You (:

Me (:

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Yo.

The story goes on...

Yo.

This is a present for you,

my dearest and beloved

❤ Foo Shi Ting ❤

Hope you like it.

The pictures explain everything.

Enjoy! =D

And leave any comment if u have any.

I heart you <3.

p/s i love you.

Ahhhhhh.

2009-07-19T23:20:00.006+10:00

Ahhh.

Why why why.

My room got so many little red ants =.=

Nooooo.

Helppp.

I hate little red ants.

So geli larr T.T

Arghhh.

I dont want to kill them.

But i have to.

Sorry little ants )=

Sighs.

Ants ants please go away bah~

I dont wanna hurt u~

Ahaha.

Ytd went for my new haircut.

And.

I pierce my ears jor.

Lol im so surprised that my mum didnt scold me xD

Weeee.

Cool cool.

Hahaha.

Adui adui.

Tmr got the stupiid applics maths test.

Statistics.

Oh gosh i damn hate this chapter leh.

It is so confusing and yet my teacher say it is the easiest chapter to score.

=.=

Aikss.

Have to go study lo~

x.x

Anyways dear.

Tmr have fun in genting ya ^^

Miss ya lots ^^

Haha.

p/s i love you.

x excuses.

2009-07-16T03:49:00.006+10:00

No more excuses.

Fight till the never end !

Rawr.

[ 没有资格和理由去放弃 ]

p/s i love you.

Worry.

2009-07-14T03:21:00.007+10:00

很担心你

你下线了电话又关机

不知道现在的你在做什么

不知道现在的你还好吗

我知道你又再发抖了

好想用我温暖的拥抱

让你好过些

不管怎样

希望你会没事

别想太多了

知道吗

p/s i love you.

根本没要你道歉过.

2009-07-13T20:18:00.008+10:00

我
根本没要你道歉过

因为
这一切都是我愿意的

我知道你很渴望自由
我知道你很疯狂
可是这些你都不需要道歉
不管怎样
我还是爱着你
因为
这
才是真真的你

如果你问我
为什么要这样
我真的不知道
我只知道
我爱你

这是我选择要走的路
不管多艰辛多困苦多困难多辛苦
不管我需要多久的时间
我还是一样
不会放弃
因为
我爱你

亲爱的
不需要再烦恼了

不要害怕会伤害到我
跟着你的感觉走吧
因为

不管你最后的决定是什么
对我来说
都是值得的

没关系
放心
我已经准备好了
来迎接这个挑战

p/s i love you, my love.

Sorry.

2009-07-13T03:21:00.008+10:00

Sorry.
For everything.
I know im that kind of person.
I know im that complicated and weird.
I know u hate that kind of me.
But for the sake of u.

I see my mistakes.
I will change.
Sorry again.
I will never bring trouble to u.
Not anymore.
Please give me another chance to prove myself.

p/s i love you.

T for Transformers. (:

2009-07-11T01:31:00.011+10:00

x.x

After the whole-day-class-no-break day.

Me, Christine, Wee May and Shirley went to Sunway Pyramid.

Too bad Huey Phin cant go. )=

Then we went to eat Sushi King.

Too bad Christine dont eat sushi. =.=

But we love sushi xDD

Ahaha.

After that we went for movie.

Transformerss!!

Ahaha.

Finally i get to watch xD

It was awesome and cool and funny.

I love the movie xD

Bumble bee and Optimus Prime. ^^

Hahaha.

And.

Happy birthday to Steven brother.

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Called you just now.

Felt so good after listening your voice.

I felt so happy.

I wanted to have a longer conversation with you.

But.

Suddenly.

My heartbeat stopped for a moment.

I got many things wanted to say.

I wanted to say i miss you so much.

My mind just went blank.

I really hope we can meet up or somehow.

But it's alright.

p/s i love you.

I miss the sea.

2009-07-10T00:06:00.003+10:00

I miss the sea.
The stress.
The sadness.
The frustration.
The xxx.

The yyy.

The zzz.

I wanna scream.
Who wanna teman me?

Orange smile. (:

2009-07-09T05:03:00.003+10:00

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry,

Show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.

New design. New life. (:

2009-07-08T20:20:00.003+10:00

This is what i did for my sis class tee-shirt design.

[ 2 cheng ]

Like it?

Anyways.

Please leave any comment if you have any.

Thanks alot ^^

I'm happy that i got new design ideas.

Yay xDD

Wahaha.

New design.

New life.

Yo.

Here I come.

Taggggg. xD

2009-07-08T02:40:00.007+10:00

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:

=== ZhiYing (in chinese) ^^ ===

=== ZhiYing (in english) ^^ ===

=== Ying (: ===

=== Dear ^^ ===

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:

=== Her birthday (: ===

=== My birthday (: ===

=== Our anniversary (: ===

=== Any meaningful and exciting day ^^ ===

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:

=== Finish the whole row of mentos wahaha xD ===

=== Listen to music ^^ ===

=== Chatting in msn (: ===

=== Playing CSI in my phone xD ===

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:

=== Do pig pig ^(oO)^ ===

=== Eat ice-cream ( my fav xD) ===

=== Listen to music ^^ ===

=== Sing K xD ===

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:

=== Her <3.>

=== Another her. ===

=== Another him. ===

=== Another nobody. ===

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:

=== I wanna grow taller lar!! >< ===

=== Surprise (: ===

=== Something weird and cool xD ===

=== Cool and extraordinary design skills (: ===

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):

=== Listening to music ^^ ===

=== Designing ^^ ===

=== Do pig pig xD ===

=== Missing you xD ===

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:

=== Hokkaido ^^ ===

=== Taiwan (: ===

=== Singapore (: ===

=== Mars ? xD ===

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:

=== Coke ^^ ===

=== Chocolate milk (: ===

=== Milo dinosaur xD ===

=== Any nice drink which is not bitter -.- ===

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:

=== Tissue paper (: ===

=== Calculator =.= ===

=== Earphone ^^ ===

=== Wallet (: ===

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:

=== Purple xD ===

=== Black ^^ ===

=== White (: ===

=== Rainbow Color xD ===

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:

=== Sunway Uni College (: ===

=== Orange ? =.= ===

=== Home x.x ===

=== Didnt hang out much nowadays ): ===

TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH:

=== The one i love most <3.>

=== The one i care most (: ===

=== The one i mind most (: ===

=== The one i wanna be with ^^ ===

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:

=== You ^(oO)^ ===

=== My lovely friends (: ===

=== My memories <3.>

=== My life (: ===

TOP FOUR WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:

=== Anyone who wants to tag? (: ===

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:

=== It's fun xD ===

=== CrazyTing tag me lor xD ===

=== I'm boring x.x ===

=== Interested in other ppl's answer xD ===

THE PEOPLE WHO I GOING TO TAG:

=== Anyone ^^ ===

The End.

(=

2009-07-08T00:35:00.003+10:00

你的一片关心

真的让我好感动

谢谢你

我没事

别担心了

别忘了还有我.

2009-07-08T00:09:00.019+10:00

每当你遇到困难的时候
在你身边
他总是第一个帮你解决
可是
别忘了还有我

每当你不开心或开心
在你身边
他总是第一个和你一起不开心或开心
可是
别忘了还有我

每当你感觉寂寞的时候
在你身边
他总是在第一个陪你
可是
别忘了还有我

每当你生病的时候

在你身边

他总是第一个无微不至地照顾你

可是

别忘了还有我

每当你独自一个人回家的时候
在你身边
他总是第一个陪你回家或载你回家
可是
别忘了还有我

每当你觉得冷的时候
在你身边
他总是第一个温暖你
可是
别忘了还有我

每当你被别人欺负的时候
在你身边
他总是第一个站出来保护你
可是
别忘了还有我

在你身边
什么东西
什么事情
他总是第一个

可是
别忘了还有我
在这里陪着你

想要带幸福快乐给你

想要保护你

想要和你渡过每一分每一秒

I always hope i could be the one.
Be there for you.
But i couldn't.

But no matter what.
Dont forget.
You still have me.
I will always be here for you.

(=

p/s i love you.

我知道.

2009-07-07T05:37:00.004+10:00

Wahaha.
Went to YM's blog just now.
And found that her blog song was so nice.
Hahaha.
I love it xD

我知道 - BY2

从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右
答应你我会好好过
不让这些眼泪白流

p/s i love you.

输.

2009-07-06T00:36:00.002+10:00

虽然可能
知道最后还是会输
我不会轻易放弃的
我会努力地爬起来

也许
这一次我输了

可是
我不会一辈子都输的

想念.

2009-07-04T23:27:00.012+10:00

Day: 0307

2009-07-04T03:07:00.005+10:00

Hmm.
Today we had lab experiment.
It was kinda cool actually.
We did acid-base titration.
And the solution was pink.
So nice.
Which is NaOH + Phenolphthalein.
Colourless + colourless = Pink.
Haha (=

And something happened during the experiment.

Shirley accidentally broke the burrette. =.=

Oops i mean pipette.

Pity her have to pay for 20 over bucks.

And thanks to her for teaching me throughout the exp.

I was so blur today.

And tired.

-_-

Langsung didnt listen for bio lecture.

Keep on playing the pool game in my phone.

I was kinda addicted to it.

I wanna play real one!

Haha.

But i dont know how to play it.

=.=

Okkay.

That's all for today.

So bu shuang lar.

Kena fong fei kei tim.

Well.

Some people are just so f***ed up sometimes!

Uhh.

Damn it.

Love Disease.

2009-07-03T02:30:00.003+10:00

You followed me annoyingly, and took a deep breath

Trying to catch me, who’s leaving you alone

I grabbed your shoulders tightly and loudly said “We’re through”

That the farewell poison has already, without you knowing, spread in my heart

The disease where my love is slowly dying

It hurts a little, but I don’t want to get better

Every single memory is erasing

Going back to the times when we were strangers,

I want to rest now

Like having played with fire for a long time

Everything has burned, and only ashes remain (Only ashes remain)

Like how even the first feelings have become faint

Everything has become useless (useless)

Facing you and taking your hands, with a bitter smile, I said “Please, be happy”

To find a person who will soothe and embrace the scars that I’ve left you

The disease where my love is slowly dying

It hurts a little, but I don’t want to get better

Every single memory is erasing

Going back to the times when we were strangers,

I want to rest now

Though it hurts too much now

Some day, you might wipe your lips as a kiss triggers an unpleasant memory

Trying to erase the warmth you felt when I held you in my arms

Cold tears will wash you

Haha.

It's just a song.

A korean song.

Which is by Super Junior.

And i love it.

Hahaha.

2009-06-30T18:56:00.006+10:00

Hahaha.

Yay.

Finally finish my assignments.

Bio assignments.

Sit infront of the com for about 4 hours.

Oh my god so boring -.-

Hahaha.

But who cares.

Now i finish liao.

Hahaha.

Yay xD

And.

So sad.

Tmr school reopen jor.

So fast.

My holidays like nothing -.-

Aiiks.

[ Wait for me; I will be back. ]

2009-06-30T04:39:00.008+10:00

I always thought that.
I could just forget you when we are apart.
But I’m wrong.
So wrong.

And.
I realize that.
I still couldn’t forget you.
I still miss you.
I still love you.

Sorry.
For leaving you without any explanation.
I’m so sorry again.
I really hope.
I could rewind everything back.
But it's too late.
I'm so sorry.

And.
I’m so lucky that.
You haven’t let go.
Thank you.
Thank you for everything.

IF.

There is another chance.

I will definitely cherish it.

Grab it and never let it go.
I will do my best and gambate.
Wait for me.
I will be back.

zz zhiying (=

xD shoppinggg and bleach (: --- }

2009-06-28T23:42:00.015+10:00

Hahaha.

Went shopping today. With my sis.

To sungei wang and timesquare.

Lol.

Shop for almost 6 hours +.

Leg wanna patah jor.

Tired =.=
Hahaha.
But i bought jor quite many things. (:

Met 2 funny guys.

Hahaha.

They are really nice. (:

And oops.

I'm a direction noob.

So we keep repeating walking here and there and the same place.

Sorry sis.

Lol =.=

This is what we get from today's shopping.

And.

I watched Bleach movie 2 yesterday.

It was awesome :D

Cool.

Haha.

There are all together 3 movies for Bleach.

Bleach Movie 1 - [ Memories of Nobody ]

Bleach Movie 2 - [ The Diamond Dust Rebellion ]

Bleach Movie 3 - [ Fade to Black ]

Waiting for movie 3.

The trailer looks so yeng xia xD

Hahaha.

Yay.

Bleach rocks xD

I love Bleach.

Another happy day.

Oh wth.

The blogger website so lagg.

:D New blogg! --- }

2009-06-27T19:49:00.004+10:00

Hahaha.

Finally got blog jor. xD

And today.

I passed my undang jor! xD

Yay~ :D

And again.

Welcome to my bloggg. (:

http://sup-sup-supernova.blogspot.com

Feel free to leave comment ya. Thanks!

I am NOBODY.

the -ed, not the end.

push me away as i will be forgotten.

凡事

星. 空.

And I don't know why?

hello and goodbye.

hello ?

救命 .

对我就是要继续这样奔跑飞翔没有人有资格阻止我 .

安静 .

D:

the D.

untitled.

say byebye to week 1.

a b c d e f g i dont know what title to put.

Cacat-ed.

With-out.

1 2 3 4.

T_T

N umb,

打不死的蟑螂.

A meaningful post.

p/s 这，就是我存在的意义.

)=.

只是我太以为.

Can you get my love sign?

没办法在想到你时不心痛，

再见了.

某一天...

Untitled.

Time To Love ♥ T-ara feat Supernova.

Woohoo spy :D

安静.

超人.

Off to Australia~

Sunway AUSMAT Awards Night@191109.

Wish me gong xi fa cai XD

Outing@161109.

Listen to my H.E.A.R.T.B.E.A.T <3.

Off to thailand~

PPPPPurple + BBBBlack (=

o61o2oo9 (=

2341 o7o92oo9.

不要爱上我. 或是. 让我去爱.

选择 vs 权力.

怀念.

Puzzle.

永远在你身边.

!!

Because you live and breathe.

下半生.

I miss you.

Tagged by Shi Ting. (=

虚伪.

If you..

❤ --- 外套.

❤ --- 250709.

Yo. Pictures of the day (=

❤--- [ Our memories; Our story. ] (=

Ahhhhhh.

x excuses.

Worry.

根本没要你道歉过.

Sorry.

T for Transformers. (:

I miss the sea.

Orange smile. (:

New design. New life. (:

Taggggg. xD

(=

别忘了 还有我.

我知道.

输.

想念.

Day: 0307

Love Disease.

Hahaha.

[ Wait for me; I will be back. ]

xD shoppinggg and bleach (: --- }

别忘了还有我.